What a week!! I have absolutely loved being an imperfect and improving missionary and a full-time representative of Jesus Christ.
Here's a few deep thoughts. I more fully learned some cool stuff about how exactly Christ makes repentance possible for us. Before Wednesday, if someone had asked me that question: "Why does repentance work; how is it that Christ takes upon Himself our sins, and why can that rid us of our guilt?", my response would have been something along the lines of the following:
There is a great law of justice that is incontrovertible. We as humanity have committed an unfathomable amount of sin, and in order for us to be freed from the guilt of it, someone without sin had to suffer a correspondingly unfathomable price to balance the heavenly scale.
I still love that way of answering the question, but I learned a different way of thinking about it that I hope may be of benefit to you. Same question, second answer:
We are eternal beings of light and truth. Although we may not recognize it consciously, our spirit understands perfectly when it is unclean, which we experience as guilt whenever we act inconsistently with the natural principles of intelligence, correctness, and truth outlined in the commandments of God. We understand that for every sin there is a price, and our guilt is alleviated by the *knowledge* that that price has been paid, rather than through the balancing of a celestial ledger.
The difference between the two is slight, but for me it was very thought-provoking. I'd love to hear your thoughts as well!
Here's a few of the milagros that went down in the Great Republic of Texas this week.
Saturday night, Hermana Anzora had a dream about Raiza and Eduardo, a couple of her friends that we taught for the last time in January. She invited them Sunday morning to hop onto zoom church and... they did!! Then, the last speaker closed his talk with Psalms 23:4, a scripture that randomly turned out to be super personally significant for Eduardo and he was super touched. Little miracles, God is in the details :)
Jairo is progressing well towards his baptismal date of April 10! He came to church for the second time yesterday, and he had a really positive experience. I really loved seeing how he and some other friends of ours, including some new members that just moved in, were just welcomed so enthusiastically by the ward. It's pretty incredible how much the gospel and the Church can create community and turn people into loving neighbors and caring friends.
We hadn't heard a peep from Alexi for two weeks till fifteen minutes into Sacrament Meeting when he just walked in. Said he hadn't been planning on coming to church that day but kinda just did.
I'm loving learning, growing, serving, and changing here in the mission! I feel so incredibly blessed. Life is wonderful. Difficulties and imperfections are part of growth.
Until next week!
Elder Child
